think i need a bao bao

a month into new job as a newurbanmale ambassador, not really a satisfying move i can say cause still.. in the retail line, at my age. i've no idea why i went tt the way, maybe it was all in a rush for $$.. and school is in dec, i cant even afford to pay for sch frm what i was planning, cant support mum and chick, well given the the rate i'm going, i cant save so much as before. fishcake. sigh. long hours/low pay.i kinda put myself into a deeper shit then before.. fish.. i dont event have time formyself.. well i shld be complaining so much la..

but i'm kinda disappointed in myself.. really. rushing in decisions. no clear plans. cb.

i need some gym and a jog to think.. well i think alot when i'm on the tread or laying on the bench.. weird.

alrite well.. besdies all tt. national day was wonderful cause it was our anni too, our 2yrs 5 mth's.. had food from paris believe or not.. heh, but by china chefs.. and the best seats in da house.. directly viewing the entire fireworks. wonderful. and we're been crossing the border and exploring alot of nice places to eat.. :) haha.. (the guy who host makansutra damn lucky to think of it now, travel to eat and get paid, cb) well i'll upload pics soon, its in the other mac.

fasting month is soon.. woohoo..